Vanished and gone, unbelievable! This insanity was getting out of control. I thought to myself as I raised my fifth glass for that day. The fifth bottle in a row, I knew it was unhealthy but I couldn’t let go of the dazzling sensation it stirred up in my mouth.
Something had to be done and fast. I didn’t know how long my body was willing to put up with this, it wasn’t just about the addiction it was about being selfish to my own very self. I knew the drunkenness was bad for my body but I couldn’t give up the sweetness.
I paced around the kitchen hallway breathing heavily and yelling at the top of my lungs at my undesirable quest for the bottle. However, if I didn’t know better I would think that I was under a spell. Something or someone must be responsible for my drunkenness, “I imagined”.
I blamed everyone around me except myself. I knew it was time to take responsibility for my actions. It was time to dance to the rhythm of the music, the music of self-control. It was time to sober reflect on my life style, all that I have done and what I could do to make it better.
The time to rewrite my destiny and give myself a chance again, a phase to define my existence and be that person that I want to be, to boldly take a step forward In confidence and attain that milestone set aside to achieve.
The time for a new you is now, take it and run! Do not look back. We are responsible for our actions in life. The night time has dwindled away, the morning is here for a fresh new start of your life, turn things around and find that fulfillment within you.